About three years ago I wrote bout the something bad and make me feel so guilty
You know the last I repeat my birthday I almost lost my chance to be with him
Ironic ? Yes, I think I will lost everything and take too long for make a new relation and give the trust to another.
How many times I passed my day with happiness from your attention. Maybe you have show your love and your kindness and also your happiness because of my day.
Truly. When we are fine why are you so far away. I mean even it is just bout 300km from I stand here. It make me so ‘receh’.
I don’t trust to anyone exclude my internal family (you know what I mean). And I know bout myself now.
If I felt and I really felt to the guy and I don’t want let him go. Even some mistakes and miss understanding and take us apart for while.
It doesn’t matter and we want each other. You know last time in my day you ask me seriously and I know this is my last chance. And I take my choice to be with you.
And no more drama. Yaah. I have passed drama queen. And this time no more joke I want you to he my last and my rest of my life.
I hope your journey bring you the right answer. Even I know I am so sad take long distance for a week. And close to my birthday you are not really next to me. But you answered by “I pray for your best in front of the greatest ulama in java. I pray by wasilah ulama jawa” hahahaha. Simple but it is really special for me.
Thank for always saying my name in ur doa. And always saying my name for the next step we will take. And pray that it will be success. I never imagine that how can you are be romantic with your way.
I imagine my day will be memorable because we are fine nothing trouble and problem come to visiting us hahahahahaha
Thank you for being me your “kartini” now , the future in your life and the rest of your life.
Happy birthday for me. Bariklii fii hayatii.
